new lj.
bye

The vision of your unselfish face clogs my brain through my daily struggles of life. Your love is all I need to calm my heart, to warm my soul. The air is tainted with the sweet reminder of what was once your call to me. Never will I forget those lonely nights and when you came to save me from myself. Where are you now when these lonely nights are here once again? Your body held a shelter to what I used to know as home. You were my rose with the thorn that I chose not to see. Now, every touch only seems to hurt more...the prick just draws more blood. The sky seems so fucking empty with my one true star now gone. I swear, I promise, I'll try to do anything to make this right once again. I can't let what was once my reason for life, be my cause for destruction. Memories of when still seep through my veins, my body, my heart. Seems like memories are all I have now to keep me sane. Take this gift from me, this one last plea... My dream come trues are now nightmares waiting on the edge. The dim silence of my room holds me in to these thoughts of what I had and what I've lost. It's just as well that these problems aren't getting any easier to solve. You said that time would help... Well who ever said that waiting forever would be easy? I say goodbye my love as I stand on what is now my buried heart. The end to a tragic romance.